Please don't delete me from your side as if i never existed in your eyes your dark brown hypnotizing eyes and your beautiful sleeping frame from cheekbone to thigh- Don't erase me as if i'd never kissed your mouth your ear your neck, chest, and hipbones don't jar me with your metaphysical steel toes- I'm still here i still exist i still love- You don't remember, do you? I'm back to before i met you hereafter i begged you i left you to decide because you felt i lied and, i did, but i didn't mean to-like when you said that mean thing and rushed back in to hug me from behind and beg me to forgive which i did so many times, babe. But, you deserve better More beautiful and motivated and even though it hurts, i hope she doesn't cause you half as much pain as i gave you. Let the rain wash the blame away you wonderful lover - thank you for the world while we had it. All the suffering and especially all of the Nirvana. Hopefully someday you'll forgive me and we can still be friends. (I love you) *it doesn't hold the magnitude*
and i must reflect on when we made love, tackled and kissed hard clothing slipped off skin against skin and tongues tracking unmentionables pressed together and a shudder of eroticism as my body craved you and your fingers were everywhere and i wanted you forever... i wanted your lips everywhere your body part of mine your taste kept always and your face within reach. i traced your jawline contours memorizing it to devour later, alone. waking up next to you was the best because i knew i had someone that loved every part of me every inch of imperfection and saw love when i came home to your arms and felt "ok"... i don't know why i broke your trust i don't understand how i broke our hearts, but it happened and you cut me off, alone on your porch in the rain - waiting for the reconciliation that never came. i still ache for you but i make it disappear because you have every right to move on.
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pencap_rebel) wrote,
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